Have I become numb for the sake of not hurting
Is it fair to myself to allow such a flirting
What do I have, where? When?
Can I learn to love again?
Will I have love when I grow old?
To just know I have someone to hold.
The treasures I sought and found in this man are things I will keep in my heart, I’m sure I can.
As I exist in uncertainty, Questioning my heart, I hold myself together as I am falling apart.
Can I face this threat that exposes my hidden fears as I try to make sense and fight random tears?
Does he feel this way too? I sometimes wonder. Panic with butterflies, heart beating like thunder.
Is this normal…. Is it part of the human condition?
Should I just push away and again go fishing?
I have choices to make. I can’t make these alone. It’s about a heart other than my own.
Once I hear the other side, I am prepared to stay or step aside.
Amendments, agreements, boundaries and compromise….
Relationships are not easy I have grown to realize.
Knowing that not once with him was a fight.
A hug and a kiss and sweet dreams and good night….
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